ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﮔﻞ ﺳﺮﺧﻲ ﺍﺳﺖ ﻛﻪﮔﻠﺒﺮﮔﻬﺎﻳﺶ ﺧﻴﺎﻟﻲ ﻭ ﺧﺎﺭﻫﺎﻳﺶﻭﺍﻗﻌﻲ ﺍﺳﺖ .ﺳﺎﺩﮔﻲ ﺭﺍ ﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﺩﺍﺭﻡ ﭼﻮﻥ ﺑﺎ ﺻﺪﺍﻗﺖﺍﺳﺖ ﻫﻴﭻ ﺩﺭﻭﻏﻲ ﺩﺭﺁﻥ ﺭﺍﻩﻧﺪﺍﺭﺩﻣﺎﻧﻨﺪﮐﻮﺩﮐﻲ ﺍﺳﺖ ﮐﻪ ﺑﺎ ﭼﺸﻤﺎﻥﻣﻌﺼﻮﻡ ﺍﺵ ﺑﻪ ﻫﻤﻪ ﻧﮕﺎﻩ ﻣﻴﮑﻨﺪ ﻭﺑﺎﻣﻌﺼﻮﻣﻴﺖ ﺍﺵ ﻫﺰﺍﺭﺍﻥ ﺣﺮﻑ ﺑﻪ ﺩﻧﻴﺎﻣﻴﺰﻧﺪﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﮐﺘﺎﺑﻲ ﺍﺳﺖ ﭘﺮﻣﺎﺟﺮﺍ ، ﻫﻴﭽﮕﺎﻩﺁﻧﺮﺍ ﺑﻪ ﺧﺎﻃﺮ ﻳﮏ ﻭﺭﻗﺶ ﺩﻭﺭ ﻣﻴﻨﺪﺍﺯﺑﺨﺸﻨﺪﮔﻲ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺯ ﮔﻞ ﺑﻴﺎﻣﻮﺯ، ﺯﻳﺮﺍ ﺣﺘﻲﺗﻪ ﻛﻔﺸﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻟﮕﺪﻣﺎﻟﺶ ﻣﻲﻛﻨﺪ ﺭﺍ ﻫﻢﺧﻮﺵ ﺑﻮ ﻣﻲﻛﻨﺪ
ﺯﻧﺪﮔﯽ ﺑﺎ ﻣﻦ ﮐﯿﻨﻪ ﺩﺍﺷﺖﻣﻦ ﺑﻪ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﯽ ﻟﺒﺨﻨﺪ ﺯﺩﻡ،ﺧﺎﮎ ﺑﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺩﺷﻤﻦ ﺑﻮﺩﻣﻦ ﺑﺮ ﺧﺎﮎ ﺧﻔﺘﻢﭼﺮﺍ ﮐﻪ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﯽ ﺳﯿﺎﻫﯽ ﻧﯿﺴﺖﭼﺮﺍ ﮐﻪ ﺧﺎﮎ ﺧﻮﺏ ﺍﺳﺖﻣﻦ ﺑﺪ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﺍﻣﺎ ﺑﺪﯼ ﻧﺒﻮﺩﻡﺍﺯ ﺑﺪﯼ ﮔﺮﯾﺨﺘﻢﻭ ﺩﻧﯿﺎ ﻣﺮﺍ ﻧﻔﺮﯾﻦ ﮐﺮﺩﻭ ﺳﺎﻝ ﺑﺪ ﺭﺳﯿﺪ...ﻭ ﻣﻦ ﺳﺘﺎﺭﻩ ﺍﻡ ﺭﺍ ﯾﺎﻓﺘﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻮﺑﯽ ﺭﺍﯾﺎﻓﺘﻢﺑﻪ ﺧﻮﺑﯽ ﺭﺳﯿﺪﻡ ﻭ ﺷﮑﻮﻓﻪ ﮐﺮﺩﻡﺗﻮ ﺧﻮﺑﯽ ﻭ ﺍﯾﻦ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺍﻋﺘﺮﺍﻓﻬﺎﺳﺖﻣﻦ ﺭﺍﺳﺖ ﮔﻔﺘﻪ ﺍﻡ ﻭ ﮔﺮﯾﺴﺘﻪ ﺍﻡﻭ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺑﺎﺭ ﺭﺍﺳﺖ ﻣﯽ ﮔﻮﯾﻢ ﺗﺎ ﺑﺨﻨﺪﻡﺯﯾﺮﺍ ﺁﺧﺮﯾﻦ ﺍﺷﮏ ﻣﻦ ﻧﺨﺴﺘﯿﻦ ﻟﺒﺨﻨﺪﻡﺑﻮﺩﺗﻮ ﺧﻮﺑﯽﻭ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺪﯼ ﻧﺒﻮﺩﻡﺗﻮ ﺭﺍ ﺷﻨﺎﺧﺘﻢ ﺗﻮ ﺭﺍ ﯾﺎﻓﺘﻢ ﺗﻮ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭﯾﺎﻓﺘﻢﻭ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺣﺮﻓﻬﺎﯾﻢ ﺷﻌﺮ ﺷﺪ ﺳﺒﮏ ﺷﺪﻋﻘﺪﻩ ﻫﺎﯾﻢ ﺷﻌﺮ ﺷﺪ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺳﻨﮕﯿﻨﯽﻫﺎ ﺷﻌﺮ ﺷﺪﺑﺪﯼ ﺷﻌﺮ ﺷﺪﺳﻨﮓ ﺷﻌﺮ ﺷﺪﻋﻠﻒ ﺷﻌﺮ ﺷﺪﺩﺷﻤﻨﯽ ﺷﻌﺮ ﺷﺪﻫﻤﻪ ﺷﻌﺮ ﻫﺎ ﺧﻮﺑﯽ ﺷﺪﺁﺳﻤﺎﻥ ﻧﻐﻤﻪ ﺍﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺧﻮﺍﻧﺪﻣﺮﻍ ﻧﻐﻤﻪ ﺍﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺧﻮﺍﻧﺪﺁﺏ ﻧﻐﻤﻪ ﺍﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺧﻮﺍﻧﺪﺑﻪ ﺗﻮ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ:ﮔﻨﺠﺸﮏ ﮐﻮﭼﮏ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺎﺵﺗﺎ ﺩﺭ ﺑﻬﺎﺭ ﺗﻮ ﻣﻦ ﺩﺭﺧﺘﯽ ﭘﺮ ﺷﮑﻮﻓﻪﺷﻮﻡﻭﺑﺮﻑ ﺁﺏ ﺷﺪ ﺷﮑﻮﻓﻪ ﺭﻗﺼﯿﺪ؛ ﺁﻓﺘﺎﺏﺩﺭ ﺁﻣﺪﻣﻦ ﺑﻪ ﺧﻮﺑﯽ ﻧﮕﺎﻩ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ ﻭ ﻋﻮﺽ ﺷﺪﻡﻣﻦ ﺑﻪ ﺧﻮﺑﯽ ﻫﺎ ﻧﮕﺎﻩ ﮐﺮﺩﻡﭼﺮﺍ ﮐﻪ ﺗﻮ ﺧﻮﺑﯽ ﻭ ﺍﯾﻦ ﻫﻤﻪﺍﻗﺮﺍﺭﻫﺎﺳﺖ،ﺑﺰﺭﮔﺘﺮﯾﻦ ﺍﻗﺮﺍﺭ ﻫﺎﺳﺖﻣﻦ ﺑﻪ ﺍﻗﺮﺍﺭﻫﺎﯾﻢ ﻧﮕﺎﻩ ﮐﺮﺩﻡﺳﺎﻝ ﺑﺪ ﺭﻓﺖ ﻭ ﻣﻦ ﺯﻧﺪﻩ ﺷﺪﻡﺗﻮ ﻟﺒﺨﻨﺪ ﺯﺩﯼ ﻭ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺮﺧﺎﺳﺘﻢﺩﻟﻢ ﻣﯽ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﺪ ﺧﻮﺏ ﺑﺎﺷﻢﺩﻟﻢ ﻣﯽ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﺪ ﺗﻮ ﺑﺎﺷﻢ ﻭ ﺑﺮﺍﯼ ﻫﻤﯿﻦﺭﺍﺳﺖ ﻣﯽ ﮔﻮﯾﻢ،ﻧﮕﺎﻩ ﮐﻦ
ﮔﻔﺘﯽ ﮐﻪ ﻣﺮﺍ ﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﻧﺪﺍﺭﯼ ﮔﻠﻪ ﺍﯼﻧﯿﺴﺖﺑﯿﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻭ ﻋﺸﻖ ﺗﻮ ﻭﻟﯽ ﻓﺎﺻﻠﻪ ﺍﯼﻧﯿﺴﺖﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﮐﻪ ﮐﻤﯽ ﺻﺒﺮ ﮐﻦ ﻭﮔﻮﺵ ﺑﻪﻣﻦ ﮐﻦﮔﻔﺘﯽ ﮐﻪ ﻧﻪ ﺑﺎﯾﺪ ﺑﺮﻡ ﺣﻮﺻﻠﻪ ﺍﯼ ﻧﯿﺴﺖﭘﺮﻭﺍﺯ ﻋﺠﺐ ﻋﺎﺩﺕ ﺧﻮﺑﯿﺴﺖ ﻭﻟﯽ ﺣﯿﻒﺗﻮ ﺭﻓﺘﯽ ﻭ ﺩﯾﮕﺮ ﺍﺛﺮﺍﺯ ﭼﻠﭽﻠﻪ ﺍﯼﻧﯿﺴﺖﮔﻔﺘﯽ ﮐﻪ ﮐﻤﯽ ﻓﮑﺮ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺑﺎﺷﻢ ﻭ ﺁﻥﻭﻗﺖﺟﺰ ﻋﺸﻖ ﺗﻮ ﺩﺭ ﺧﺎﻃﺮ ﻣﻦ ﻣﺸﻐﻠﻪ ﺍﯼﻧﯿﺴﺖﺭﻓﺘﯽ ﺗﻮﺧﺪﺍ ﭘﺸﺖ ﻭ ﭘﻨﺎﻫﺖ ﺑﻪ ﺳﻼﻣﺖﺑﮕﺬﺍﺭ ﺑﺴﻮﺯﺩ ﺩﻝ ﻣﻦ ﻣﺴﺎﻟﻪ ﺍﯼ ﻧﯿﺴﺖ
*ﻭﻗﺘﯽﮔﺮﯾﺒﺎﻥﻋﺪﻡﺑﺎﺩﺳﺖﺧﻠﻘﺖﻣﯽﺩﺭﯾﺪﻭﻗﺘﯽﺍﺑﺪﭼﺸﻢﺗﻮﺭﺍﭘﯿﺶﺍﺯﺍﺯﻝﻣﯽﺁﻓﺮﯾﺪﻭﻗﺘﯽﺯﻣﯿﻦ ﻧﺎﺯ ﺗﻮ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭ ﺁﺳﻤﺎﻥ ﻫﺎ ﻣﯽﮐﺸﯿﺪﻭﻗﺘﯽﻋﻄﺶ ﻃﻌﻢﺗﻮ ﺭﺍﺑﺎ ﺍﺷﮏ ﻫﺎﯾﻢﻣﯽ ﭼﺸﯿﺪﻣﻦ ﻋﺎﺷﻖ ﭼﺸﻤﺖ ﺷﺪﻡ ﻧﻪ ﻋﻘﻞ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭﻧﻪ ﺩﻟﯽﭼﯿﺰﯼﻧﻤﯽﺩﺍﻧﻢﺍﺯﺍﯾﻦﺩﯾﻮﺍﻧﮕﯽﻭﻋﺎﻗﻠﯽﯾﮏﺁﻥ ﺷﺪ ﺍﯾﻦﻋﺎﺷﻖ ﺷﺪﻥ ﺩﻧﯿﺎ ﻫﻤﺎﻥﻟﺤﻈﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﺁﻥﺩﻡﮐﻪﭼﺸﻤﺎﻧﺖﻣﺮﺍﺍﺯﻋﻤﻖﭼﺸﻤﺎﻧﻢ ﺭﺑﻮﺩﻭﻗﺘﯽﮐﻪﻣﻦﻋﺎﺷﻖﺷﺪﻡﺷﯿﻄﺎﻥﺑﻪﻧﺎﻣﻢ ﺳﺠﺪﻩ ﮐﺮﺩﺁﺩﻡ ﺯﻣﯿﻨﯽ ﺗﺮ ﺷﺪ ﻭ ﻋﺎﻟﻢ ﺑﻪ ﺁﺩﻡ ﺳﺠﺪﻩﮐﺮﺩﻣﻦﺑﻮﺩﻡﻭﭼﺸﻤﺎﻥﺗﻮﻧﻪﺁﺗﺸﯽﻭﻧﻪﮔﻠﯽﭼﯿﺰﯼﻧﻤﯽﺩﺍﻧﻢﺍﺯﺍﯾﻦﺩﯾﻮﺍﻧﮕﯽﻭﻋﺎﻗﻠﯽ***********************
* * * **ﺁﻥ ﻟﺤﻈﻪ ﮐﻪ ﺩﻟﺘﻨﮓ ﯾﺎﺭﻡ ﻣﯽ ﺷﻮﻡﺧﻮﺩ ﺑﻪ ﺧﻮﺩ ﻫﻮﺱ ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻥ ﺭﺍ ﻣﯽ ﮐﻨﻢ.ﺁﻥ ﻟﺤﻈﻪ ﮐﻪ ﺍﺷﮏ ﺍﺯ ﭼﺸﻤﺎﻧﻢ ﺳﺮﺍﺯﯾﺮ ﻣﯽﺷﻮﺩﻫﻮﺱ ﯾﮏ ﮐﻮﭼﻪ ﺗﻨﻬﺎ ﺭﺍ ﻣﯽ ﮐﻨﻢﺁﻥ ﻟﺤﻈﻪ ﺍﺳﺖ ﮐﻪ ﺩﻟﻢ ﻣﯽ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﺪ ﺗﻨﻬﺎﯾﯽ ﺩﺭﺯﯾﺮ ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻥ ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﻫﯿﭻ ﭼﺘﺮ ﻭ ﺳﺮ ﭘﻨﺎﻫﯽ ﻗﺪﻡﺑﺰﻧﻢﻗﺪﻡ ﺑﺰﻧﻢ ﺗﺎ ﺧﯿﺲ ﺧﯿﺲ ﺷﻮﻡ ، ﺧﯿﺲ ﺗﺮ ﺍﺯﻗﻄﺮﻩ ﻫﺎﯼ ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻥ…. ﺧﯿﺲ ﺗﺮ ﺍﺯ ﺁﺳﻤﺎﻥ ﻭﺩﺭﺧﺘﺎﻥﺁﻥ ﻟﺤﻈﻪ ﮐﻪ ﺧﯿﺲ ﺧﯿﺲ ﻣﯽ ﺷﻮﻡ ، ﺩﻟﻢﻣﯽ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﺪ ﺑﺎﺯ ﺯﯾﺮ ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻥ ﺑﻤﺎﻧﻢ ،ﺩﻟﻢ ﻧﻤﯽ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﺪ ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻥ ﻗﻄﻊ ﺷﻮﺩ.ﺩﻟﻢ ﻣﯽ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﺪ ﻫﻤﭽﻮ ﺁﺳﻤﺎﻥ ﮐﻪ ﺑﻐﻀﺶﺭﺍ ﺧﺎﻟﯽ ﻣﯽ ﮐﻨﺪ ، ﺧﺎﻟﯽ ﺷﻮﻡ ،ﺍﺯ ﺩﻟﺘﻨﮕﯽ ﻫﺎ ، ﺍﺯ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺷﺐ ﭘﺮ ﺍﺯ ﺗﻨﻬﺎﯾﯽﺗﻨﻬﺎ ﺻﺪﺍﯼ ﻗﻄﺮﻩ ﻫﺎﯼ ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻥ ﺭﺍ ﻣﯽ ﺷﻨﻮﻡ ،ﺍﺷﮏ ﻣﯽ ﺭﯾﺰﻡ ، ﻭ ﺁﺭﺯﻭﯼ ﯾﺎﺭﻡ ﺭﺍ ﻣﯽ ﮐﻨﻢﺩﻟﻢ ﻣﯽ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﺪ ﺁﺳﻤﺎﻥ ﺑﺎ ﺍﺷﮑﻬﺎﯾﺶ ﺳﯿﻞﺑﻪ ﭘﺎ ﮐﻨﺪﻟﺤﻈﻪ ﺍﯼ ﮐﻪ ﺁﺭﺍﻡ ﺁﺭﺍﻡ ﻣﯽ ﺷﻮﻡﻭ ﺩﯾﮕﺮ ﺗﻨﻬﺎﯾﯽ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺣﺴﺎﺱ ﻧﻤﯽ ﮐﻨﻢ ، ﭼﻮﻥﺑﺎﺭﺍﻥ ﺩﺭ ﮐﻨﺎﺭﻡ ﺍﺳﺖ.ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻥ ﻣﺮﺍ ﺁﺭﺍﻡ ﻣﯽ ﮐﻨﺪ ، ﻣﺮﺍ ﺍﺯ ﻏﺼﻪ ﻫﺎ ﻭﺩﻟﺘﻨﮕﯽ ﻫﺎ ﺭﻫﺎ ﻣﯽ ﮐﻨﺪ ﻭ ﺑﻪ ﺁﺭﺯﻭﻫﺎﯾﻢﻧﺰﺩﯾﮏ ﻣﯽ ﮐﻨﺪﺁﻥ ﺩﻡ ﮐﻪ ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻥ ﻣﯽ ﺑﺎﺭﯾﺪ ، ﺑﻐﺾ ﻏﺮﯾﺒﯽﮔﻠﻮﯾﻢ ﺭﺍ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ ،ﺩﻟﻢ ﻣﯽ ﺧﻮﺍﺳﺖ ﻫﻤﭽﻮ ﺁﺳﻤﺎﻥ ﮐﻪ ﺻﺪﺍﯼﺭﻋﺪﺵ ﭘﻨﺠﺮﻩ ﻫﺎﯼ ﺧﺎﻣﻮﺵ ﺭﺍ ﻣﯽ ﻟﺮﺯﺍﻧﺪﻓﺮﯾﺎﺩ ﺑﺰﻧﻢ ،ﻓﺮﯾﺎﺩ ﺑﺰﻧﻢ ﺗﺎ ﯾﺎﺭﻡ ﻫﺮ ﺟﺎﯼ ﺩﻧﯿﺎﺳﺖ ﺻﺪﺍﯼﻣﺮﺍ ﺑﺸﻨﻮﺩ.ﺻﺪﺍﯼ ﮐﺴﯽ ﮐﻪ ﺧﺴﺘﻪ ﻭ ﺩﻟﺸﮑﺴﺘﻪ ﺑﺎﭼﺸﻤﺎﻥ ﺧﯿﺲ ﻭ ﺩﻟﯽ ﻋﺎﺷﻖ ﺩﺭ ﺯﯾﺮ ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻥﻗﺪﻡ ﻣﯽ ﺯﻧﺪ ،ﺗﻨﻬﺎﯾﯽ ﺩﺭ ﮐﻮﭼﻪ ﻫﺎﯼ ﺳﺮﺩ ﻭ ﺧﺎﻟﯽ…ﮐﺠﺎﯾﯽ ﺍﯼ ﯾﺎﺭ ﻣﻦ ؟ﮐﺠﺎﯾﯽ ﮐﻪ ﺟﺎﯾﺖ ﺩﺭ ﮐﻨﺎﺭﻡ ﺧﺎﻟﯽ ﺍﺳﺖ.ﺩﺭ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺷﺐ ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻧﯽ ﺗﻮ ﺭﺍ ﻣﯽ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﻢ ،ﺑﻪ ﺧﺪﺍ ﺟﺎﯾﺖ ﺧﺎﻟﯽ ﺧﺎﻟﯽ ﺍﺳﺖ.ﮐﺎﺵ ﺻﺪﺍﯾﺖ ﻫﻤﭽﻮ ﺻﺪﺍﯼ ﻗﻄﺮﻩ ﻫﺎﯼﺑﺎﺭﺍﻥ ﺩﺭ ﮔﻮﺷﻢ ﺯﻣﺰﻣﻪ ﻣﯽ ﺷﺪﺗﻮ ﺑﻮﺩﯼ ﺷﺒﯽ ﻋﺎﺷﻘﺎﻧﻪ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺎ ﻫﻢ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﯿﻢ ،ﺗﻮ ﮐﻪ ﻧﯿﺴﺘﯽ ﻣﻨﯽ ﮐﻪ ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﻣﺮﺩ ﺗﻨﻬﺎ ﻣﯽﺑﺎﺷﻢ ﻗﺼﻪ ﺍﯼ ﻏﻤﮕﯿﻦ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺷﺐ ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻧﯽﺧﻮﺍﻫﻢ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ.ﻗﺼﻪ ﻣﺮﺩ ﺗﻨﻬﺎ ﺩﺭ ﯾﮏ ﺷﺐ ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻧﯽ ،ﺷﺒﯽ ﮐﻪ ﺍﺣﺴﺎﺱ ﻣﯽ ﮐﻨﻢ ﺑﯿﺸﺘﺮ ﺍﺯ ﻫﻤﯿﺸﻪﻋﺎﺷﻘﻢ.ﺁﺭﯼ ﺁﻥ ﺷﺐ ﺁﻣﻮﺧﺘﻢ ﮐﻪ ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻥ ﺑﻬﺘﺮﯾﻦ ﺳﺮﭘﻨﺎﻩ ﻣﻦ ﺑﺮﺍﯼ ﺭﻓﻊ ﺩﻟﺘﻨﮕﯽ ﻫﺎﯾﻢ ﺍﺳﺖ.* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
zendegi ham chon badkonaki ast dar dastane koudaki. Ke hamishe tarse az tarkidane an lezate dashtanash ra az bein mibarad
long time no see, never think you still here!!!
long time no see, never think you still here!!!
long time no see, never think you still here!!!
long time no see, never think you still here!!!
long time no see, never think you still here!!!
long time no see, never think you still here!!!
AGAR ASHEGH SHODAN PAS YEKGONAH AST …DELE ASHEGH SHEKASTAN SADGONAH AST…AGAR MAH BODAM BE HARJA KEBODI,SORAGHET RO AZ KHODAMIGEREFTAM …AGAR SANG BODAM BE HARJA KEBODI,SARE RAHGOZARE TO JAMIGEREFTAM …AGAR MAH BODI BE SAD NAZSHAYAD,SHABI BAR LABE BAMAMMINESHASTI …AGAR SANG BODI BE HARJA KEBODAM,MARA MISHEKASTI ...AGE BA TO BODAN ESHTEBAHE,AGETO RO KHASTAN ESHTEBAHE,AGEASHEGHE TO BODANESHTEBAHE,AGE VASE TO MORDANESHTEBAHE,PAS BEDON KE TOGHASHANG TARIN ESHTEBAHI